I've asked so many similar questions like this before but idk I just don't see why people think I'm crazy see I have homicidal thoughts like almost allday but I don't want to say anything because it would be akward cus my mom wouldn't take me serious then when she finds out I'm serious she will freak out and think I'm scitzophrenic cus my dad is but Honestly I would never ever care if I killed Somone to me it's a fun idea and easy as killing a fly I mean I love my mom to death but if I killed her a wouldn't care this is also why I don't want to talk to eny one they will think I'm crazy but I mean I know it sounds crazy but I you think about it's just killing people ugh I don't know how to explain eny way should I talk to Somone I really don want to because I don't want people to think I'm crazy :/
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You can have private meetings with a psychiatrist to discuss your problems.
It sounds like maybe you should visit a counselor. Having random thoughts of violence is pretty normal, but most people just toss the thought aside and never act on it. It sounds like you might be considering actually doing something violent. It also sounds like you are in school, they have counselors there and it would be confidential. You could try going during lunch, or before or after school. Maybe talk to her/him and ask for an , ask why you are feeling so angry or violent? Maybe practice some calming techniques like mediation or yoga. Maybe even look into taking some st. Johns Wort (sold over the counter in most vitamin shops, just be wary that it doesn't interact with anything you're currently taking), depression could be fueling some of this.
You are crazy and you definitely need help badly ASAP.